Sunday morning is here and
slipping quietly by as I sit at my desk and watch the last of the leaves roll
by with each gust of wind. Maggie is curled up on my desktop sleeping soundly
on her quilt and Dave Koz is playing on the stereo, ushering in the holiday
season in a way that is peaceful and reflective.
I have been thinking of this
past year, thinking about my life and my blessings - and there are so many. It
is funny when I take time to reflect on the past eleven months, I am humbled by
my blessings and my life.
While my existence is
ordinary, just like everyone elses, the reflections of today make them seem
extraordinary. I wanted to share a little with you in reflection.
January - a new
job full of promise, a new relationship filled with laughter and adventure
friendships that were secure.
February - Valentine's
Day flowers, a wonderful trip to Charleston for the weekend, great wine,
bundled up in a coat walking the banks of the river, dreaming again. A trip to
Jamaica to warm in the sun, to spend the days on the beach and continue
dreaming and laughing. A Jamaican man who called my "Beautiful Lady"
each time I saw him. Pink champagne, cute sandals and ace card games at night.
March -
Germany, France, Africa. Strolling the streets of Paris in the wee hours of the
morning. Listening to music at Hotel Costes, dancing at Barrio Latino, shopping
for antiques. Africa for the weekend, Marrakech and Casablanca - mint tea,
ancient walls, orange blossom and cinnamon, Fatima with the most beautiful
smile I have ever seen. Wooden doors carved with care by ancient craftsmen -
desert sun and lunches served al fresco.
April - A new
relationship, a kindred spirit, Easter flowers and brunches with friends, a
sweet puppy growing bigger by the day.
May - Warm
days in town, laying in the park on a blanket listing to prose and watching the
tops of skyscrapers as clouds passed by on their journey to the unknown. A trip
to Hilton Head for more beach time with friends.
June - a
difficult month for friendships and relationships, letting go of some things,
holding on to others. Growing another year older. A trip to San Antonio and
meeting great people. Falling in love again, adoring a special child. Eating
great bar-b-q, Texas style. Beautiful Spanish Missions and more warm weather
and smiles.
July - family
time. A trip to my parents and hiking in the Pisgah forrest. Waterfalls and
bannana peels out of the sunroof, sliding down a rock into freezing cold water
and lots of laughter. A baseball game with fireworks and jet planes and
paratroopers falling from the sky.
August - A new
job, returning to those who know me, finding home at work again, renewing old
friendships and preparing for a new home.
September - Labor
Day in Canada, hot tubs and cold nights with fires lit, a christening, walking
under the great night skies and feeling so happy.
October - Dancing
again, feeling my feet move and my hips sway and laughter erupting from deep
inside me again. Working on making my new home all my own - lots of paint and
fabrics and time with my mom doing what we do best - making home!
November - Small
group gatherings, new found friendships and comfort in where I am now. Family
visits to Atlanta and Thanksgiving in Florida feeling the sun on my face and
sand in my toes - while holding my daddy's hand and watching my brother do the
same with his daughters. Magic, plain and simple.
December - stay
tuned :-)
You see, I don't remember the
trials right now, or the sad times. I look back on this year and remember the
blessings, the love, the travel, the experiences, the smells and mental images
from far away places. I remember all the things that I am blessed with - 2005
has been a great year. What a wonderful life I have.
What a joy it is, and how
lucky am I to have had all of this in such short order. I realized today, that
I am living my dream. I am happy.
