When one realizes the deficits in life, steps are very necessary to adjust.
I have a new friend, her name is Sophia and she is much like me....I'm grateful to have her in my life to laugh with and to have hold up a mirror right in my face.
As we began to get to know each other she would ask questions that I would go back and think on and realize the answer was "no". No, I don't listen to music in the house anymore. No, I don't take any trips away anymore. No, I don't have guests in my home anymore and my son doesn't see me interact socially...these things really bothered me upon reflection because when you stack up all the little things I had let go, they added up to a deficit filled life.
I am trying to make some changes in my life right now, to make things better where I am now. I light candles again and have fresh flowers in the house like I used to. I wrote a man to say goodbye and end his back and forth, I have been listening to music again, I took my son on a day trip, and I invited my friend over and made her dinner.
It's a small adjustment, but it has made me happier and more in touch with myself.
I think I'm going on a road trip to Atlanta this weekend....I miss home.
Xoxo,
Bug
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