There is such sweetness here that I want to stay forever. There is so much love that I have for you in my heart that I strain to keep the words hidden safely behind my teeth.
Once you said that the simple things make a relationship last forever. I know my forever could be with you, walking Maggie, cooking a simple meal together, working around the house, our incessant talking and bursts of laughter. I really like who you are.
When we come together in the quiet times of our day, you are my sheltering tree. You are the place I want to run to for refuge; hiding under your branches until I feel safe enough to come out. You are my sentinel, my compass and my beacon.
When something magical happens it is you that I want to tell first, just as you are the first I want to talk to when a hard decision needs to be made or I doubt my own stance on something. You never take my joy for granted, nor my worry too lightly.
Thank you for allowing me to take shelter with you again for a short while. I feel strong enough to go it alone, but will miss you and the sweetness There Is with us.
Mellissa
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Dear Mellissa...I was leaving a comment and the "whoosh," it was gone. I was saying how wonderful it is to hear your voice again and that I wish you all good things in your kingdom, including a hug. ;)
Ciao bella...glad to have you back.
This post made me cry. I hope one day I can have someone like that, a best friend who cares about me that much.
You are very lucky Mellissa - but then, you are very deserving too.
Hugs,
Z.
Ah Zya, you are correct. I am lucky to have this man be my friend, but how I long to call him something infinitly more dear...
xoox,
Bug
I thought it wasn't working out with Jim and yourself.
I'm relieved to know that I'm mistaken.
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Beautifully written my friend. I have someone like this too and you've so gracefully and eloquently captured what can be so difficult to describe. I hope life is treating you well and that you and Jim find a rhythm that makes both your heart strings sing.
Green & SS -
Thank you for the comments. While nothing has changed for us, Jim did reach out to me when I needed a friend. While I cannot spend time with him and stay in balance with my feelings. It has been good for my heart to know that I am cared for. It is a great testament to how we were in our relationship.
What I cannot say is that I have stopped hoping that one day he will come for me....but we all hope for far away places don't we?
xoxo,
Bug
Glad you cleared that up. I was a might confused. Is this because of what I think it is?
Haider -
Hello!!! I hope you are doing well!! Don't be confused...I am still a single girl with NO boyfriend. ;-(
Mel
Just came her to smile, hon. :)
You're a strong one bug ...
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